Monday, June 21, 2010

Mixed Feelings.

I should be happy but why I'm so stressed out? Is it because they stripped off my HOP title? I should be happy because I'm so ordinary now. It was out of my system, UNTIL the top person mentioned about my HOPness to the new students just now.

Why did he do it??? All my colleagues saw my face turned into 'cokodok' when I was insisted to stand up. What's the point? The students are new and they should not have cared who was the HOP. Yes, it irked me to the very level of my being. It should not have happened.

Now I'm just waiting to move to my new room. My room now is a mess! I can't wait to make a new mess in my new room.

Why is my heart still breaking???